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England, in an attempt to get rid of his most hated enemy, casts a spell that will erase his existence. As per usual, whenever England tries his hand at magic, something goes horribly wrong, leaving Romano to deal with the many different personalities of Spain. That sounds like a normal day for Romano, right? Well it would be if it weren't for the fact that each personality has its own personification now.
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- Part 1 of Ti Amerò Sempre
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The sick feeling never really goes away. It spikes and it wanes and during the waning periods it becomes a background noise that you learn to live with.
When it spikes, you take your guns apart, one by one or first-step-by-first-step, until it starts to die down.
For an anon who prompted Rocket dealing with OCD. Warnings inside.
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Blink back to let me know by Trading_Mistakes
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Fueled by Ramen, Bandom
06 Apr 2021
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Why the hell did I say that?!
I wanted to die right there. Really...
Love definitely is not a choice as Brendon and Dallon are now very aware of. Brendon and Dallon fall in love while Dallon tries to fight his inner demons with Brendon's help. Dallon just wants to stay in the band no matter what; Brendon just wants Dallon to be happy.••••••••••••
01-08-2024
I got your love letters, corrected the grammar, and sent them back...
This fic is not dead...I'm making a comeback....3 years later because even though the ship has sank on P!ATD and Brallon... I have to finish what I started and I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go...
I've found my love for writing again, so stay tuned... it's going to get interesting very soon... <3
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The story of two people who should have been enemies - and prove to be spectacularly bad at it.
Will contain mostly smut and some fluff, issues and general relationship ineptitude in spite of best intentions all around. Because falling in love is the easy part. Noticing you have fallen in love is harder. Knowing what to do about it is just too much to ask, really.
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- Part 1 of Where I may hang my heart
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Beyond has obsessive-compulsive disorder, school only makes it worse.
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A collection of Cecilos drabbles, for writing practice
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If That Mockingbird Don't Sing by anthologia
Fandoms: Red Robin (Comics), Robin (Comics), DCU (Comics), Batman (Comics), Batman Beyond
08 Jan 2019
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It was supposed to be over. People don’t – even Ra’s, who likes to think he knows everything, they don’t understand that the explosion that destroyed that warehouse wasn’t the Joker’s last fuck you. Oh, he wired the place, had it all ready just in case, but he was dead by the time everything went up in flames, his mouth still frozen on his last words – that wasn’t funny. No. It wasn’t him. It was Tim who set it off, cleansed the world of the Joker and Harley and their broken, fake house in their broken, fake world and their broken, fake son. That was supposed to be the end.
Age Reversal AU, in which Tim is the Robin who dies and is reborn.
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- Part 1 of Age Reversal
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The idea of complete freedom, the idea that there will be no consequences for any of this, is a relief at first, then a delight. But when your theory is thrown into doubt, you start testing it, pushing for limits, trying to find out if there's a breaking point. And if there isn't — if none of this ultimately matters — then does it matter what kind of person you turn into while finding that out?
(Carlos's character arc, up to Well of Night, recast through the lens of A Story About You.)
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Stars Turning High by Interrobam
Fandoms: The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers - All Media Types
11 Oct 2015
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" “Oh!” Rung perked up noticeably, plating flaring. “Do you craft as well?”
“I..” Whirl used to. Whirl had. Whirl had crafted, once, before her hands became something that couldn’t touch something beautiful and delicate. Before her spark became something that couldn’t touch something beautiful and delicate. She hadn’t known her spark could still ache for that until Rung had begun describing it. But she couldn't just tell cir that. “I’ve… dabbled.” "
In which, on another possible Lost Light, Whirl and Rung accidentally become a couple.(Canon Pronoun Version Here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/4785962 )
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Once awakened, the spectre of the Fallen Child isn't going to just *leave*.
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- Part 2 of Holding Pattern
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One of these times, you'll find a way.
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Sans investigates the abandoned ruins, looking for some sort of insight into the kid who's shambled into his life. The fallen child turns the screws.
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- Part 3 of Holding Pattern
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Asgore refuses to face Frisk, but can tell they're staring at him with a confused look.
He tries to convince himself again, as the fight resumes, that he doesn't have nightmares anymore.[A happy Undertale fic where nothing bad happens. Or, actually: this is about the six human souls, Asgore's guilt over losing a child and his actions since, Flowey's repression of himself as Asriel, and Frisk's trouble understanding death as a child. Post-True Pacifist, some references to/spoilers for the No Mercy route.]
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Can You Really Call This An Electronics Repair Class, I Didn't Receive A Manual On My Bench Or Anything
Mistakes are made. Something ̶p̶r̶e̶c̶i̶o̶u̶s̶ ̶ worthless is saved.
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- Part 4 of Holding Pattern
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The heroine appears.
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- Part 5 of Holding Pattern
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You’re strong. There’s hate in your bones, stained down deep like the dust matting your hair and dulling your knife-- but weapons don’t really matter, not when the ugly twisted bits tucked down deep in your soul like lost friends keep you sharper than sin. Sans may be strong too, but all you need is one hit, just one--
You’re slipping.
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"I’ll always be there for you, until the very end. Okay?”
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The moment he'd close his eyes the flames would engulf him and he would hear that frantic but oh so sweet voice calling him, “Professor Callaghan!” it screamed, and just as the flames exploded into an inferno around him he could see a glimpse of that sweet, sweet face, see it burn and distort and the light in those eyes like starlight blinking and disappearing forever. It was hell. Nights were hell.
And hell was exactly where he was supposed to be.
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You've learned the hard way that monsters aren't monsters. You're probably the only real monster out there.
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Dean's a feral omega, all sharp teeth and sharp edges. It's him against the world. Something's going to break.
(and it will not be Dean)
Featuring: brotherly love, self-hatred, John Winchesters A++ parenting, and how to be yourself. And, most importantly of all, how to find love in a black and terrible world.
And lots of kinky sex. Don't forget that.
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- Part 1 of sharp teeth and sharper words
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You wish everything would just s t o p.
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- Part 3 of One More Time With Feeling
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(Never) Turn Your Back to the Sea by DiscordantWords for thetimemoves
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV)
15 Apr 2017
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Baker Street is very much the same. Only different.
And Sherlock is just trying not to drown.
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Hooked Into Machine by notlucy, timeless_anarchy
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
15 Apr 2018
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Recovery isn't linear - Steve's heard it a million times. He never understood it until Bucky came home and got worse instead of better. Despite the doctors and the drugs. Despite Steve's best efforts to repair the broken parts.
Bucky knows there's a malfunction; something gumming up the gears. Not Steve's fault - never Steve's fault. Easier to blame the bagels. Force a fix through unconventional maintenance.
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The Degree to Which You're Fucked by turingtestflunker
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Next Generation, Star Trek
04 Jan 2019
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So you remember that episode where the Enterprise-D picks up some humans from the 1980's and it serves as a contrast between the 20th century and the 24th? Because I do, and I have THOUGHTS. I think that the premise of cryonics was fundamentally counterproductive to the episode's purpose because cryonics inherently biases the pool towards relatively wealthy people who have their lives together. So I wrote a story about the crew dealing with an untrusting, uncooperative, mentally ill, belligerent trans autistic person. Because I found it amusing. Data heavy and tagged self-indulgent for a reason. Enjoy.
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- Part 1 of The Past is Another Planet
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In which Remus is a struggling uni student, and Sirius works in a coffeeshop, which just so happens to be the only place Remus can breathe.
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the new world is calling me now by hopeless_hope
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Nov 2018
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“May, I – “ he tries desperately. (He should know by now that repentance never worked for him.)
“Go!” she cries, shaking apart and Peter takes one last look at her before turning and leaving, tears and self-loathing clogging his throat.
Every day, he comes back and knocks, and she always tells him the same thing. “I love you. But I’m not ready to see you yet.”
Eventually, Peter just stops trying.
(In which Peter Parker is homeless and knows the only part of him that's worth anything at all is Spider-Man. The Avengers think differently.)
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- Part 1 of i feel worthy, somehow
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Somewhere here, his son died.
(Iroh, on the train to Ba Sing Se.)
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22 Nov 2019
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Changelings by thesometimeswarrior
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Always One More Time by boughofawillowtree for what_a_writer_wields
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
29 Dec 2019
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Aziraphale struggles to accept and understand just how completely Crowley trusts him. When Crowley asks him to watch his plants while he's away, things come to a head.
Written for the_pen_is_mightier for the Good Omens Holiday Swap! The prompt/requests were: fluff, angst, domestic fluff, Aziraphale struggles with how much Crowley trusts him.
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30 Dec 2019
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Crowley was looking at him with mild confusion on his face, but he had obeyed, had listened, had stopped immediately when Aziraphale cried out. He did not touch the books. He did not tease or threaten; he did not argue.
Aziraphale was awash in feelings...
And then there was the shame, at shouting, at denying Crowley access to some thing, some part of his world, some affection he held and would not share. The incredible gratitude at how easily Crowley went along, how fully he accepted that if Aziraphale asked it, it must be given; that if Aziraphale said it, it must be true. It was always like this. Crowley giving himself up completely, entirely, over and overly. Aziraphale never felt deserving of it all. He, of all beings, accepted and unquestioned?
What have you done this time?
We’ll have someone else do it.
Can’t you do anything right?
Just stay out of the way!
Don’t you care about Her plan?
Useless! Pathetic! Imbecile!
“Angel?”
Aziraphale snapped out of his dark reverie to see Crowley standing at the bookshelf looking at him with mild concern. “Sorry, love, it’s just that -” Aziraphale suddenly wanted very much to stop with the dusting, and the chores, and the whole project. “- haven’t we been at this long enough? Let’s have a break, shall we?”
AND:
Aziraphale stood in front of the bookshelf and stared. There was no way he could touch them. Move them. Books were so personal. He didn’t know what Crowley wanted. What if he offended the demon with his categories, his assumptions? Or what if the aesthetics of the new shelving disappointed Crowley? Aziraphale didn’t understand how Crowley could just leave him alone with carte blanche to tamper with his library.And what if, Someone forbid, he accidentally damaged one? Surely Crowley had some ancient tomes, and Aziraphale worried that his lack of familiarity with the collection might lead him into a mistake. Finally, Crowley had mentioned that at least a few of his books he owned for personal reasons - what if Aziraphale stumbled across something sensitive, or private, and embarrassed Crowley?
Paralyzed by the vastness of his deficiencies, Aziraphale fidgeted, glancing back down the hallway where Crowley had gone...
Aziraphale forced his attention back to the bookshelf. Crowley had asked him to do something, and however ill-advised it may have been to entrust Aziraphale with the task, he didn’t want to let his demon down. He reached forward and timidly tugged out a slim volume of Mark Twain short stories, which had been inexplicably shelved next to a hardback military history of the Aztec empire.
Taking a deep breath, Aziraphale tried to let himself fall into his project. It was slow going, however, since he spent so much time weighing and second-guessing every choice. He had only moved a handful of books around to sort between fiction and non-fiction when Crowley joined him again.
“Having fun?”
Aziraphale spun around, startled, a yellowed volume of erotic Etruscan poetry in his hand. “Oh, yes, I, er - well, I’m afraid I haven’t gotten very far, I mean, I wanted to ask you some questions about your opinions regarding -”
“- whatever you’re about to ask me about, I can assure you I have none. No opinions whatsoever. Looks great, though.”
Crowley beamed at the slightly adjusted shelves, and at Aziraphale. The demon looked as pleased as he ever had been. There wasn’t a hint of condescension anywhere in his voice or posture.
“Thanks, angel, really. You’re so good at stuff like this.”
Aziraphale sputtered the beginnings of a bashful argument, but Crowley interrupted.
“No, really, it looks better already. I’m sure it’ll be easier to find things now. And this place could really use more of…” Crowley paused, as if he had talked himself into a corner and was now fishing for a plausible conclusion to the sentence “...your touch.”
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Don't Let Me Fall by Anonymous
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
12 Apr 2020
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At this point, the thought of being left behind again didn’t even send a sharp pang into his chest like it had before, Izuku knew it would happen. It was just a matter of time until his classmates realized they didn’t really want to be friends with him anymore. And while it only made Izuku more depressed to realize it, the only thing left for him to do was to enjoy the friendships while they lasted before he was back to being completely friendless. At least this time he had a quirk and wouldn’t get beaten up by his classmates. Maybe this time his classmates wouldn’t do anything more severe than turn on him.
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Izuku is a sad bean who gets the love he deserves.
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"Imagine me deciding to feel bad about everything I’ve ever done, and then imagine what kind of life I’ll have. Because I’m not brave enough to live in some fucked up eighteen-hundreds-style purgatory. I’d rather die. There’s no one who wants me, and there’s no one who will. Which is exactly what someone like me deserves, isn’t it?" A story about a broken boy, who is learning how not to break everything else around him.
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- Part 2 of Spoils
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it'd been months since jenna had held a tyler who was somewhere else entirely.
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Three years after the Mount Massive Asylum Slaughter, the surviving patients are well on their way to recovery.
Waylon Park has never felt worse.
(Or: An obsession with the past takes Waylon down a self-destructive path that only leads to one place--Eddie Gluskin.)
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House of Cards by Anonymous
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
23 Dec 2023
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His entire life, Shouto's been dealt the worst cards possible. From his mother leaving to his monster of a father... among other things. He turned to anything and anyone that could numb himself to it all, but it never worked. He didn't think anything ever would. Until he met Katsuki Bakugou. Still unable to leave his situation, Shouto doesn't think he'll ever see a way out of his hell. But Katsuki's more determined than Shouto would like.
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Harry Potter had been an unwanted freak in the Dursley home, so when an opportunity arises for them to be rid of him, is it any wonder they jump on it? Harry finds himself trapped and experimented on like a lab rat by those that wield the strange power he's come to suppress. When he finally escapes, he carries with him a secret that must be kept so, lest he find himself shown as the freak he had always been told he was.
[Updates every 2 weeks!]
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- Part 1 of Dark Wings and Friendly Neighbors
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Red Strings by miss_match (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
04 Aug 2021
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This wasn’t real.
It couldn’t be.
“Hey, Wilby.” A hoarse voice whispered behind him.
Wilbur shot to his feet, jerking around to find Tommy with a shellshocked expression on his face. Wilbur recognized the terror swimming in Tommy’s eyes, he still didn’t completely register what had happened.
But he had died.
Tommy was dead.
And Wilbur felt everything inside him shatter as his brother choked out a dry sob.
“I lost.” He breathed, “I lost for good this time.”
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After Dream kills Tommy, Tommy and Wilbur meet in the afterlife. But even in death, Tommy cannot escape the red strings wrapped around his throat.
Dream resurrects Tommy and accidentally drags Wilbur back with him. Wilbur’s pissed and plans on getting revenge on everyone that hurt Tommy.
Now not just a one shot!
NOT CANON COMPLIANT!!! canon won't give me a happy(ish) Wilbur and Tommy reunion, so I wrote it myself.
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Bookmarked by aeternamutans
22 Apr 2021
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Wilbur could pinpoint the moment Sam’s attention latched onto him. Sam’s body tensed and a frown grew. The Warden’s eyes narrowed, taking in Wilbur’s presence. He shifted his body slightly, positioning himself closer to Wilbur than Tommy was.
Good. At least Sam was able to assess a threat when he saw one, even if he was misguided in thinking Wilbur would ever hurt Tommy. He would never be that person. Well, not again at least.
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Technoblade’s eyes narrowed, “He betrayed me, he chose his country over his family.”Wilbur choked out a laugh, “Family? Is that what we are now?! You just said that he was no brother of yours, you have no right to call him family! I’m his family! Sam is his family! Puffy is his family! You were just an obstacle!!”'
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It's No Secret by Gumshoes_Cumshoe (crimsonherbarium)
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
26 Mar 2021
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Was it always like this?
Apollo has asked himself that question a million times in the last few months, but he has never been sure of the answer until now. Was Kristoph Gavin always a monster? The man he remembers was kind and patient. Someone who would gently smile and thank Apollo as he brought in the afternoon tea. Someone he could trust. Someone he could look up to.
How can he have been so stupid?
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Bookmarked by Moonlight_Streak
08 Jun 2021
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This is what trauma is like in real life, building up events that never happened but you can't help but watch play out as if they did, wishing people looked more like or acted more like monsters to reflect the complicated trauma you have associated with them.
How can you explain or justify your feelings or trauma to anyone else (or yourself) when outwardly the perpetrator never lifted a finger out of line? Maybe they never directly hurt you, either and that's why it's so hard to reconcile the fact that you really do have trauma associated with them and that any feelings or PTSD arising from that are still valid.
Excellent depiction + not too confronting as Apollo has his blonde rockstar support network there too !
Thank you for writing this, I wish I could read more substantial stories addressing this sort of complex trauma where the characters are able to find peace - even if they don't get closure, where they have the support to heal and move past their past.
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Why Do You Hate Yourself So Loudly? by SixShots_Espresso
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
20 Nov 2020
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It's 2:16 in the morning and Lance can't stop the intrusive thoughts in his head. He expects to stay up all night, until he hears a soft knock on the other side of his door.
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Just Add Some Friction by Ennaess
Fandoms: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV)
25 Mar 2020
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Three days after the incident with the djinn, Jaskier mistakes a sex potion for water. The Witcher informs him he needs skin-to-skin contact for the next seven hours, or he could die--and Geralt is the only warm body for miles.
Jaskier is terrified that, under the spell, he'll betray himself. That he'll tell Geralt how badly he wants him even when he's not hopped up on sex magic. But what he doesn't realize is Geralt harbors a dark desire of his own. Desire he can never fulfill, no matter how Jaskier now begs for it.
"I will not destroy the one pure thing destiny has sent me: your trust."
(An exploration of personal convictions and consent under dire circumstances. I have been told this is not your average Fuck-or-Die.)
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- Part 1 of Might Ignite It
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Adrien knows, to some degree, that it’s the important things that are the most important to say out loud, but it would help to know that someone’s actually listening. It would also help if things would stop breaking every time he acknowledged his emotions, too.
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Bookmarked by KayaEmbers
02 Oct 2021
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Every fandom I hyperfixate on falls into the exact same category of fear entities and like yup uhhuh thanks brain i get it
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The Burrower Feeds by SleepingSeeker
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
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31 Oct 2021
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Super short piece set right after Clash of the Mutanimals. A precursor of something terrible to come.
He’s been given a clean bill of health. Yet lingering dark desires frightens and disturbs a still shaken Raphael.
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Danny's little thoughts were starting to become a big problem.
And it was starting to scare him.
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- Part 1 of 101 Oneshot Challenge - Manifestations