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    Cas looked up at him weakly from the awkward angle, his eyes periodically fluttering shut without him meaning to. The overwhelming exhaustion was catching up to him quickly causing him to feel quite delirious. He could feel himself fading fast as Dean carried him quickly across the yard towards the Impala. He frowned sadly as he stared up at the side of Dean’s face that was beautifully lit by the moonlight.

    “I hate you.” Cas heard himself rasp painfully into Dean’s ear as he slowly lost consciousness.

    He hadn’t meant to say it out loud. He knew that he didn’t really mean it at all. He knew he felt quite the opposite actually. He knew that it was not Dean himself that he hated. It was the way Dean made him feel. It was all of his own complicated and strong human emotions that he still hadn’t gotten a grip on. It was the power that this man yielded over his heart. That’s what he hated.

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    What happens when Cass is stabbed by a knife that makes him human? Follow Cass as he goes through the journey of life, love, lost and friendship.
    {{First draft}}

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    (Croatoan/endverse fic) They were both drowning, but there was an understanding that they were both drowning together. Even if they didn’t know how to help one another.

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    Dean Winchester was a pretty normal guy until the car accident that changed his life.
    Now, with a voice in his head that he isn't so sure is just a voice, a little brother who is way too smart for his own good, and a new friend whose eyes are just a little too blue, Dean will have to navigate the changes in his life. Oh, and he's in the middle of a gang war.

    Oh joy.

    [Loosely based off of the Ghost Rider character on Marvel's Agents of Shield.]

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    "Yeah, why does that something always seem to be you?"

    Castiel isn't as angel as he used to be. He at one point could hide the emotions he was feeling but here. Well Dean didn't really give him much of a choice.

    Dean's hurting.

    Sam's hurting.

    And so is Castiel.

    He lost his son, he lost a friend or two in the last couple weeks and then finding out the father you always wanted to believe in was more of a sham than ever before.

    Well something inside of him, something that feels just so human in himself just breaks.

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    House has never met someone in such an ugly trenchcoat before but it only takes a short moment to make an impression, yet this man manages to get his attention, it sinks in deep at the root, breaking his expectations.

    It’s something about the way the man’s oddly peculiar tastes and dialect linger in House’s mind. How different from the boring and usual mundane tasks, it’s too surreal to be fake.

    In one short elevator ride, that’s all it took for him to become interesting. Maybe losing sight of him so often is much more than a mystery he’d like to get to the bottom of.

    House has no idea where this religious man has come from, and why is he attending to a comatose patient waiting for him to wake up. One who seems anything but like the common criminal.

    Gregory doesn’t need to believe in angels to know he’s met a genuine soul.

     

    *Started out as a Crack Ship, became an experiment for my writing style. #Very Slow Romance.
    It is not couple centered but will contain the ships.
    (EDIT 2024: Finally first Hilson kiss 40 chpts in.)

    Most-likely treated as the House MD would. I'm aiming at being so introspective we reach 100 chapters before the final.

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    On a case Dean manages to get cursed by a amateur witch. He knows something is wrong but if Dean Winchester is good at anything it is ignoring the problem. Just like how he's avoiding Cas.

    But he can't ignore the problem when it starts tearing his back into ribbons.

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    “Without your powers, you're basically just a baby in a trench coat.”

    Castiel is an angel, so breathing is optional for him, but in this moment he had to make a conscious effort to keep his breath even. The words hit painfully against something buried deep inside of him. A sore spot, he thought humans call it. He carefully angled his face away and looked out the window to hide the flash of hurt that he couldn’t keep from his face, from the rest of the table.

    - - -
    aka: Words can do more damage than Dean realizes, and that can sometimes lead to quite dangerous results.

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    “I’m sorry.”

    It was a plea for everything to turn out fine, but he was sure he wouldn’t be so lucky.

    Castiel’s body felt like a weight had been lifted only to be replaced with a heavier one. Like he was drowning and got to the surface, catching one last breath before sinking for good.

    He couldn't shake this feeling of remorse, and he knew it would never leave him. He just couldn’t stop thinking how he could have prevented all of it had he been less selfish.

    “I’m sorry,” he’d said, as if it explained everything.

    “I tried.”

    As if having done so could take the other’s pain away.

    “I don’t.”

    And when Castiel walks away, he doesn’t dare to look back.

    He just kept walking, putting more and more distance between him and the one that had loved him up until that moment.

    And even if leaving meant he left yet another piece of himself behind so be it, he wouldn’t miss it anyway. He was so far from being whole that it didn’t matter anymore.

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    Castiel's been beyond happy in his relationship with Dean for over a year, but meeting Dean's ex-girlfriend brings back insecurities he thought more or less disappeared, leading him to question things he never considered before. Maybe it was foolish to think any self-consciousness stemming from the large, prominent scar spanning across the majority of his face could ever truly disappear…

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    Дін і Кастіель закінчують випускний клас. Доки Дін намагається не захлинутися у своїх почуттях до Каса, Кас намагається не захлинутися у цьому світі. Монстри трапляються йому не тільки у реальному житті, а й у власній підсвідомості.

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    Dean had always been good with his hands. If Baby broke down, he fixed her up; if Sammy was hurt, he sewed gashes and realigned bones; he made an EMF reader from an old walkman; he rebuilt guns, made shivs, and knew how to whip up the best pancakes and burgers on this side of the Atlantic. And, these last four years, he’s used them to care for Cas. Not that he didn’t before, but since his angel was shrunken...well, ‘personal space’ went out the window. At first, it was because Dean found Cas too damn cute, and the situation funny. Then it was concern, when it lasted longer than expected, and terror, whenever Cas was injured. And love, once their relationship became official. Tender strokes, soft kisses, sweet hugs. Cas lying on his chest, Cas sitting in his palm, Cas pressed against his cheek…

    And now, Dean Winchester is using his hands for one of the most important things he’s ever done: making an engagement ring for Cas.

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    After falling in love as master/slave in a slave trading compound - and two years apart after Castiel set Dean free - Dean Winchester finally gives in. He finds himself in Seattle, looking at the man he can't stop loving no matter how hard he's tried.

    Will they be able to manage a happily ever after?

    Or will their pasts come back to ruin it all?

     

    ** picks up directly after Light in the Dark Epilogue**

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    Dean Winchester liked to pride himself on his ability to not give a fuck about anyone…mostly anyone. Being raised and trained to be a hunter by his father taught him how losing people you love is an inevitability, the main reason why he has never had a stable, serious relationship with a woman.

    Then, a man enters his life who really changes his life forever, for the good or for the worse?

    Who knows…

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    Dean and Castiel are reunited after 12 years of separation. New life ensues and their family grows.

     

    You have to read the first part of this series for the events in this one to make sense.

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    Castiel Novak is weird. He is antisocial, and he is weak. Or, that's what the other kids say. He's often bullied for being the autistic outcast, but he manages, mostly.
    Dean Winchester is popular. He is charming, good-looking, funny and charismatic, and no, that is not Castiel's description of him. This is a general painting of teenage girls.
    They couldn't be more different.
    (Though considering how stubborn they are, they'd probably find a way)

    Trigger warnings are listed in the first chapter notes, please please be cautious if any of the things there may trigger you!
    (Also first Destiel fic let's gooo)

    (NOT DISCONTINUED!!! I really want to continue this as soon as I can, but there's just too much going on right now. Hoping to get back on track as soon as I can! <3)

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    Dean goes to the Empty, where Cas is floating through his memories.

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    As Jack only gets worse by each passing day, they start to get desperate to find something that can help, even if they have to bring back the damn devil to save the young nephilim.

    When looking closer at the paper that his brother has shown them Dean can’t help but think of someone Cass told him about when the now ex-angel first started to fall, showing the papers to Cass it shows that he was right and maybe with this person's help they can finally save Jack.

    But also remembering the other things Cass told Dean, Cass is worried if the other person even wants to see the ex-angel again. Even after they travel all the way to LA to get help

    Will they help them? How will they react seeing Castiel again?

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    A life full of trauma leaves a mark on you - and leaves you broken.

    Dean - a firefighter, and Cas - a paramedic, have both known this for a long time. It's a fact of life they've come to accept.

    That is, until a particularly devastating wildfire sparks in the nearby national forest.

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    3/?
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    What would happen if Castiel was cast from heaven for a reason he wasn't expecting? And what if he went to Dean?

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